Saturday, March 20, 2010

"THERE IS MORE TO THIS LOVE THAN MEETS THE EYE"


Whenever I see you
My heart flies in the wind falling in love with you
whenever I find your semblance here
I feel wind blowing through my hair


whenever you make me smile
For your love ,I'm always ready to go the extra mile
Whenever you hold my hand
I wish this moment would never come to an end


whenever you look into my eyes
I feel getting a hug by surprise
whenever I think about sever
I wish I could stop time and live in it forever


whenever you lock me in your embrace
I find a lovely feeling of protection on my face
whenever you kiss me softly
I feel I would never be lonely


whenever you promise me to meet again
I feel believing in true love again
whenever you leave me alone
I wish stars fell down from the sky and turned into the stone


whenever I miss you lots
My heart is always obsessed with your thoughts
whenever you wish me a lovely night
I wish I would never allow you to go by holding you tight.

Monday, March 15, 2010

"AN ESCAPADE WHICH TURNED
INTO A LIFE-CONSUMING MISTAKE "







Before sharing this experience I would like to tell you an interesting and surprising fact about forager bee."Whenever a forager bee finds a source of nectar,it returns to it's hive to communicate the location of that source of nectar to other bees with the help of a special dance called, WAGGLE DANCE."This small creature has very small brain just like it's size as compared to a human being.


When I was around eight,there was a play ground(would be better to call it a beautiful garden) in front of my house having many types of flowering plants which had multicoloured flowers in bloom.Roses had a majority there covering 30-40% area of play ground. There were some butterflies and bees foraging for nectar that you could have seen easily if you had been there.Normally every evening I used to go there for playing with my friends.But no one was there of my age,all of them were three or more years elder to me including my brother also or younger to me .For boys the most common games were Cricket and Badminton and for girls those choices were replaced by 'Hop-scotch' and 'Hide & Seek'.There were some cute and sweet babies with their parents who seemed very happy with their rattles in much the same way a foreager bee is happy with nectar.There was also an old woodapple tree and some birds could be seen easily sitting on it's branches preening themselves using their beaks and twittering .I felt like being there day in,day out,morning,noon and night because it was one of my favourite places in childhood.
So one day,I decided to feign stomach- ache to avoid school .I was thinking of an excuse to go in the garden as I always used to.In afternoon I noticed my mother was very busy in her household chores.I thought it was the best time to sneak out of house because I knew my mother would not allow me to go out as I was having stomach-ache according to her .But as I walked on a few steps to go out ,my mother heard my steps.she called my name to ask me where I was going at that time but I tried to play deaf.In an instant I found myself looking at flowers(i.e mission was over to come outside).Suddenly a beautiful scene attracted my attention ,a bee was collecting a sweet liquid(called nectar) produced by flowers.

I want to capture that forager bee.But it was not so easy as it seemed to me because bee could sting easily.I kept looking at it for a long time with a great attention because I found it very attractive.I stood feasting my eyes on the beautiful and extraordinary chemistry between flower and bee.In the twinkling of an eye an escapade clicked my mind to catch it.I took a broomstick from a broom lying on the ground .Nearby I saw a broken wood apple(bel) lying under the tree .I picked it up and broke it into two pieces with the help of a brick so that I could use it's glue which was wrapped around it's seeds.Thereafter I applied that glue at one end of the broomstick with the help of a pedicle and I placed that glue-applied stick on the wings of forager bee and consequently bee got stuck with broom-stick. I felt so elated because I did everything with precision to catch it.I felt to be on cloud nine as i saw that bee clung to the broomstick with the help of glue .


I want that forager bee to hoard more and more nectar so I placed it on a flower which was having more nectar .I kept doing it until I was satisfied by the fact that bee had hoarded enough nectar for it's use.Then I wanted it to go back to it's hive and convey that good news to other bees.So I made an attempt to separate bee from broomstick but all I got was a fiasco.Then I used a pedicle very carefully to isolate it from stick and that proved a successful attempt for a while until I saw bee was on the ground writhing with pain.I could see clearly that bee was not able to fly because it's one wing was broken.At that time all I could see was the bee tolerating pain which I had given it as a bonanza.It was utterly mortifying for me to see that bee in such a bad condition and I started obsessing about what it had done wrong to me??."Absolutely nothing!!"I thought.Forager Bee tolerated pain for a while and finally died. "Dammit!! I had killed that innocent creature only for my little gladness " I was terribly cursing myself at that time.But I knew no difference it would make to curse myself because I could not return it's life .I wished I had magical powers at that time .But those were just crummy thoughts because it had died .I dug a small hole and put it into the hole and covered it up with earth .I kept sitting beside it's small grave for hours and kept thinking "how happy bee had been if it would have got nectar" because I had heard about bee's popular waggle dance.But I had smashed it's all dreams in an instant .Any one could rarely surmise "How shocking that experiment was for me??".That day I promised myself not to repeat such a nightmarish,terrific and life-consuming mistake again in future.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010


"Why does bread always fall buttered side down???"


Before you read this article ,lemme tell you the reason ,which coerced me to write this one,a woman oppressed by some people who were beating her callously .Unfortunately I don't know the reason behind such type of brutality that she was facing but the only thing I knew about that day ,it was the Women's International Day, she hardly had heard about. I was just 14 at that time,curiously looking out the window of my school bus.Barring a few all people including shop keepers,bus drivers and many others were laughing at her having the glint of mockery in their eyes .there was a throng of people who were there to just play the role of onlookers for that slapstick. Sadly, that was the limit of impudence!! , also a spooky experience for a 14 years child about woman's life. After many fiascos to adjust throng bus driver made a detour but i want to stay there for a while .I knew no one was gonna listen to me so i said nothing .I was conjuring that situation up throughout the way until bus stopped in front of my house.I was still traumatised by how could people behave curmudgeonly like hooligans with a lonely woman .


Next day morning when I picked up the news paper to read it out. On the first page there were some pics of women who were felicitated by President.President conferred them the 'Stree Shakti Puraskars' for their outstanding and exceptional work in field of women empowerment.


On the flip side,As I turned the page ,it was a bigger trauma for me atleast when I heard about spinster's death.Yes,As per local news paper that woman was a psycho pregnant spinster who used to stroll down the roads and pavements.And the people who were beating her, were the people she had snatched away the food and goods from. presumably she might be undeterred by appetite or she did it just for her prospective coming child . At that moment I thought if she had not snatched the food away ,she would have been alive .But after some time I was happy about that spinster and her miscarriage becasue now they both were far away from those callous & selfish people.Police epitomized that it was just an accident.But I couldn't resist myself to get edgy.


This incident left me with a simple question .Who was reponsible for this cruelty finally?
1.Police
2.Those people
3.Government or
4.Spinster herself

Sunday, February 28, 2010